I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start

I'd take another chance, take a fall Take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat

I don't know what it is that makes me love you so 
I only know I never want to let you go 
Cause you started something 
Oh can't you see 
Ever since we met you've had a hold on me 
It happens to be true 
I only want to be with you







minä odotan ovella hiljaa

minä odotan ovella hiljaa
minä odotan
otan sinut syliin
eikä kukaan enää pääse meidän väliin

Sä minut haikeaksi teet
Nyt kun sanat on loppuneet
Ja teot puolestaan näytelleet
Osat toisistaan nyt kun ovat erkaantuneet

Vaienneet, taistelleet
Toisiinsa turhautuneet
Vaikka huudan mitä sattuu
Ja vuodatan perkeleet
Se ei se ei auta mitään

en osaa olla ilman sinua mä myönnän sen
kuljen kylmät kadut päästä päähän palellen 
vain sun kanssasi mä hehkun enkä kaipaa huomiseen 
tahdon olla vain hiljaa nukahtaa sun rakkauteen

sä tulet silloin kun sä pystyt tiedän sen
olen tyyni katson silmiisi ja hymyilen
meillä on vain tämä hetki pieni ikuisuus

That's how it feels to be with you.

I do it all because you're one of a kind

Now I know all the wrong turns
The stumbles and falls brought me here



Hot damn, look at me now

I'm all, caught up riding the high of my

Good luck, casually dropping a line, designed,

To keep you next to me

I bet you never thought you would fall again

So much for keeping this, just friends

Shut up and kiss me now

And we carry on

in your eyes
I see love like a fire

Let the beat break it down, take you straight to the sea

I will be, be with you

By your side, all along, this is where you belong

When I'm with you

Like all those days and weeks and months I tried to steal a kiss

And all those sleepless nights and daydreams where I pictured this

I’m just the underdog who finally got the girl

And I am not ashamed to tell it to the world

Your hand fits in mine like it's made just for me

But bear this mind it was meant to be 

And I'm joining up the dots with the freckles on your cheeks

And it all makes sense to me

Truly, madly, deeply I am

Foolishly, completely falling

And somehow you kicked all my walls in

So baby say you’ll always keep me

Truly, madly, crazy, deeply in love with you

In love with you

We're together I adore your eyes, I so adore your sweet smile

But hold your breath

Because tonight will be the night

That I will fall for you over again

Don't make me change my mind

So breathe in so deep

Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep

And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap

And remember me tonight when you're asleep

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I am not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

Tonight

Tonight I will love, love you tonight
Give me everything tonight
For all we know we might not get tomorrow

Excuse me, 
but I might drink a little more than I should tonight
And I might take you home with me if I could tonight

Kun se hiihtää maailmalla
Hoidat tyhjyyttä juhlimalla
Kurkkuun sataa kaatamalla
Kunnes tanssit kuutamolla





I got a bottle of whatever, but it’s getting us drunkSinging here's to never growing up
Call up all our friendsGo hard this weekendFor no damn reason,I don't think we'll ever change

Don't worry just let me blow
All of your grey clouds away
I promise I'll never leave you
Alone in the rain


Every part in my heart I'm giving out
Every song on my lips I'm singing out
Any fear in my soul I'm letting go

I wanna be your everything,

I want to be the one you need

So tell me where ya been all my life,

Gonna make you mine tonight

I can't stop thinking of you

Well I'm not sure what this going to be
But with my eyes closed all I see 
Is the skyline through the window
The moon above you and the streets below
Hold my breath as you're movin' in
taste your lips and feel your skin
when the time comes,
baby don't run,
just kiss me slowly

Stay with me
Baby stay with me
Tonight don't leave me alone

And it's hard to love again,
when the only way it's been,
when the only love you knew
just walked away
If it's something that you want,
Darling, you don't have to run
You don't have to go

just stay with me, baby stay with me

I've tried to ask myself Should I see someone else? I wish I knew the answer.

 I'm not happy though I know I'm not sad 
 I've got no name for my state of mind call me undefined 
 I'm not content though I'm not out of place 
 I'm homesick though I've been home all day 
 I've got no reason, reason why I'm undefined, yeah

Hold on to the feeling, And don't let it go.
Cause we've got the floor now, Get outta control.
I wanna stay up all night, 
And do it all with you.

Don't try to make me stay
Or ask if I'm okay
I don't have the answer
Don't make me stay the night
Or ask if I'm alright
I don't have the answer.







Go all alone 'cause I won't follow

This isn't giving up, no, this is letting go

Out with the old dreams I've borrowed

The path I call from here on out will be my own

The path will be my own

In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies,
When you don't know what you're looking to find.
In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies,
When you just never know what you will find.

Love is just a feelin' that we missed.

I'm alive but I'm losing all my drive


Jos mä elän ilman sua
Olen heikko ja luoksesi kaipaan
Vapaa lähtemään, mut sussa kiinni
Mä kävelen pois täältä missä mun ois ollut parempi olla
Voi kunpa sä pyytäisit jäämään sun luo
Mut mä elän ilman sua, voin elää ilman sua

But it's over, it's over. Why is it over? We had the chance to make it. Now it's over,

It's over. It can't be over. I wish that I could take it back.

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart.

Don't say this wont last forever.

You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart.

Don't tell me that we will never be together.

We could be over

And over, we could be forever.

This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around, I can't let her win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to

There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way

Hei miksi vielä tulet sisään pään

Ja saat mut aamuun heräämään

Vain nähdäkseni etten sittenkään

Sua viereltäin löydä enää 

I hate to admit; i miss you

Ei rakkauden tarvitse olla vaikeeta
Se on oikein, jos se tuntuu oikeelta
Sano kyllä taikka ei,
Joko haluat tai sä katoat
Mua armahda nyt älä leiki mun tunteilla





Älä pohdi ja mieti ja harkitse vastausta
Sillä järjellä turha on punnita tunteita
Sano kyllä taikka ei
Sano sana vaan ja me erotaan
Tai päätä mun luokseni jäädä ja uskaltaa

Nyt mä tahdon uuteen alkuun
Mutta muistan edelleen
Miten kaikki joskus loppuu
Menen rikki uudelleen

Mutta anna mulle voimaa
Vielä luottaa rakkauteen
Ja sido lujaa kiinni
Mut sinun sydämeen

Taas tyhjä sydän on 
Sä mennyt oot - mä jäin 
Olit niin viaton 
Niin lämpöinen - sylissäin 
Onnen annoit kun 

Tahdoit olla mun - lähelläin 

Vaikka vuokses sain surun
suuren vain sen kestän
mitä tunnen sen muita
huomaamasta estän

Tuntuu etten ees tunne sua kunnolla 

Pelkään että vaan leikit mun tunteilla 

Mä voin häipyä jos tahdot niin 

Enkä aikaas tuhlaa näihin lauseisiin 

Nothing left to say

I've been cursed 
I've been crossed 
I've been beaten by the ones that get me off 
I've been cut 
I've been opened up 
I've been shattered by the ones I thought I loved

You left me here like a chalk outline 
On the sidewalk waiting for the rain To wash away 

(Wash away)
You keep coming back to the scene of the crime
But the dead can't speak and there's nothing left to say anyway




I'm sorry I don't understand Where all of this is coming from
I thought that we were fine 

(Oh we had everything)
Your head is running wild again
My dear we still have everythin'
And it's all in your mind (Yeah but this is happenin')

Tell me, do you feel the same?

Hold me in your arms again

I need your love

I need your time

When everything's wrong

You make it right

And now my heart is closing

And all the tears

All the lies

All the waste

I've been trying to make it change

And now my eyes are open

I never stopped

You're still written in the scars on my heart

You're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again

And it's not enough
To tell me that you care
When, we both know the words are empty air
You give me nothing

I can't escape this love,
I want it the way it was;
You remind me of a time,
When I felt alive




Your touch used to be so kindYour touch used to give me life
I've waited all this time, I've wasted so much time

I'll keep on wasting all my time..

I feel it everyday, it's all the same
It brings me down, but I'm the one to blame
I've tried everything to get away
So here I go again
Chasing you down again
Why do I do this?

Over and over, over and over
I fall for you
Over and over, over and over
I try not to

It feels like everyday stays the same
It's dragging me down, and I can't pull away
So here I go again
Chasing you down again
Why do I do this?

Over and over, over and over
I fall for you
Over and over, over and over
I try not to
Over and over, over and over
You make me fall for you
Over and over, over and over
You don't even try

So many thoughts that I can't get out of my head
I try to live without you
Every time I do, I feel dead
I know what's best for me
But I want you instead
I'll keep on wasting all my time

Over and over, over and over
I fall for you
Over and over, over and over
I try not to
Over and over, over and over
You make me fall for you
Over and over, over and over
You don't even try to

You

Hold me baby

Well I want to love you like a lover should
You're fine, so kind
Got to tell this world that you're mine mine mine mine

Yeah 

And that's why I smile 

It's been a while 

Since every day and everything has 

Felt this right 

And now you're turning it all around 

And suddenly you're all I need 

The reason why I smile

It’s in your lips

And in your kiss

It’s in your touch

And your fingertips

And it’s in all the things and other things

That make you who you are

And your eyes

Irresistible

Forbidden love..

Me emme saa haluta toisiamme niin, että valehdellaan

Kotona koskaan rakkaillemme, tämä on sääntö ensimmäinen.

Emme saa sanoa toisillemme: "Mitäpä jos kaiken riisuisimme?

Avaamme viimeisenkin portin." Tämä on sääntö numero kaks.

Meidän täytyy keksiä säännöt rakkaudelle.

Ja rakastaa niiden rajoissa, hiljentää risteyksiin ajoissa.

Meidän täytyy keksiä säännöt rakkaudelle.

Ja rakastaa niiden rajoissa, kääntyä kotiin ajoissa.

Me emme saa katsoa toisiamme niin, että totuuden paljastamme.

Laskemme sisään ja iäksi viereen, tämä sääntö kolmas jo on.

Emme saa tarvita toisiamme niin, että vajotaan.

Emmekä elää voi omillamme, tämä on sääntö lohduttomin.

Meidän täytyy keksiä säännöt rakkaudelle.

Ja rakastaa niiden rajoissa, hiljentää risteyksiin ajoissa.

Meidän täytyy keksiä säännöt rakkaudelle.

Ja rakastaa niiden rajoissa, kääntyä kotiin ajoissa.

Emme saa hylätä toisiamme, entä jos sittenkin rakastumme?

Jos alussa yhdeksi meidät luotiin, tämä on sääntö viimeinen.

Meidän täytyy keksiä säännöt rakkaudelle.

Ja rakastaa niiden rajoissa, hiljentää risteyksiin ajoissa.

Meidän täytyy keksiä säännöt rakkaudelle.

Ja rakastaa niiden rajoissa, kääntyä kotiin ajoissa.

What to do

All my life I've been searching for something
Something never comes never leads to nothing
Nothing satisfies but I'm getting close
Closer to the prize at the end of the rope
All night long I dream of the day
When it comes around then it's taken away
Leaves me with the feeling that I feel the most

Something to hold when I lose my breath
Will I find something in that
So give me just what I need
Another reason to bleed

Shattered heart..

Dear friend,

You've been gone for so long

One year

So hard to express all my thoughts

I still think of you everyday

I keep thinking why you had to leave 

Why you are'nt here anymore

I wish this all would be just a bad dream

I'm spelling your name in my head over and over again

If I could only turn back time..

You are always in my heart

I miss you..<3

r.i.p 

17.7.1995 - 6.4.2012

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