29.4.2014

More than you know

Well, I never saw it coming, I should've started running
A long, long time ago
And I never thought I'd doubt you, I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know


Let me know that I've done wrong
When I've known this all along
I go around a time or two
Just to waste my time with you




Tell me all that you've thrown away
Find out games you don't wanna play
You are the only one that needs to know

I wanna change this
If only you will let me
But baby you don't get this
You don't even try

Since you broke up with me baby, I know i drink too much

Don't worry about me
I'm not your misery
All reject, no respect

And I'll stay, my own place, right here in nowhere


If you fall, stumble down I'll pick you up off the ground
If you lose faith in you I'll give you strength to pull through






What the fuck is wrong with me?
Don't fit in with anybody
How did this happen to me?
Wide awake I'm bored and I can't fall asleep





I think I've got a lot of friends but I don't hear from them
What's another night all alone?

When you're spending everyday on your own
And here it goes

21.4.2014

Nothing to lose




Vaikka vuokses sain
Surun suuren vain, sen kestän
Mitä tunnen, sen
Muita huomaamasta estän



Sydän vaikeroi, mutta vaiennan sen äänen
Kaikki haaveet haihtuvat yksi kerrallaan
Niistä muistot himmeät vain nyt enää saan





Verhojen raosta näkyy iltaa jo uutta

Pala todellisuutta
Ei se mua houkuta


How can I believe when this cloud hangs over me
You're the part of me that I don't wanna see
Forget it, forget it, forget it, forget it


I was clueless then, I couldn't understand

Id always walk home alone
So I became lifeless
Just like my telephone

Theres nothing to lose
When no one knows your name
Theres nothing to gain
But the days dont seem to change


Kun en saa koskettaa, en ees katsoa
Kun en saa tehdä mitään mitä niin kovin haluaisin
En saa kysyä, enkä sanoa sanaakaan
Sua en voi saavuttaa



Kauas pilvet karkaavat
Niin kuin Sinäkin



19.4.2014

These words give me hope when it all seems impossible to face the world alone



Jos mä elän ilman sua
Olen heikko ja luoksesi kaipaan
Vapaa lähtemään, mut sussa kiinni
Mä kävelen pois täältä missä mun ois ollut parempi olla
Voi kunpa sä pyytäisit jäämään sun luo
Mut mä elän ilman sua, voin elää ilman sua


Suru silmissäni ne muistoas kantaa
Et unohtamaan mua saa


Baby, you don't have to keep looking through my phone
If something's going on, you'd already know
We can't even say two words without a fight anymore
How did we get here? Baby, I gotta know


Luulin että voin tehdä sulle mitä vaan, kunnes tajusin
Se oon mä, jota täällä pelataan, ja sisälläni polttaa

Mikä siinä on, että sun piti mennä muuttumaan toisenlaiseks? Mikä siinä on?
En tiedä kuka muuttui, tää ei oo sitä mistä rauhan saan.
Sotkin unelman ja painajaisen
Meidän aika käy vähiin, se on kohtaloo.
Sekotin mä taas unelman ja painajaisen,
Pinnan alta löysin toisenlaisen ihmisen.

Jotenki se kävi, näin sun todelliset värit,
Ja järki koko yhdesolemisest hävis.



Don't know what's going on
Don't know what went wrong
Feels like a hundred years I
Still can't believe you're gone



And thanks to you, for all the nightmares
There's not a night that I sleep quiet and complacent without my medication
'Cause there's this ringing in my head (who said it was gonna be easy?)
As the ghost of you hangs over my bed


3.4.2014

Oh god I’m sick of sleeping alone







Got a van, got a chance, got my dignity
Got a dream, got a spark, got somewhere to be


I don't wanna say goodnight
The city comes alive, when we're together





So you're tired of running
You're tired of hurting
You're tired of living in their lie
You're tired of listening
You're tired of hurting
Keep your sadness alive