Nothing left to say

I've been cursed 
I've been crossed 
I've been beaten by the ones that get me off 
I've been cut 
I've been opened up 
I've been shattered by the ones I thought I loved

You left me here like a chalk outline 
On the sidewalk waiting for the rain To wash away 

(Wash away)
You keep coming back to the scene of the crime
But the dead can't speak and there's nothing left to say anyway




I'm sorry I don't understand Where all of this is coming from
I thought that we were fine 

(Oh we had everything)
Your head is running wild again
My dear we still have everythin'
And it's all in your mind (Yeah but this is happenin')

Tell me, do you feel the same?

Hold me in your arms again

I need your love

I need your time

When everything's wrong

You make it right

And now my heart is closing

And all the tears

All the lies

All the waste

I've been trying to make it change

And now my eyes are open

I never stopped

You're still written in the scars on my heart

You're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again

And it's not enough
To tell me that you care
When, we both know the words are empty air
You give me nothing

I can't escape this love,
I want it the way it was;
You remind me of a time,
When I felt alive




Your touch used to be so kindYour touch used to give me life
I've waited all this time, I've wasted so much time

I'll keep on wasting all my time..

I feel it everyday, it's all the same
It brings me down, but I'm the one to blame
I've tried everything to get away
So here I go again
Chasing you down again
Why do I do this?

Over and over, over and over
I fall for you
Over and over, over and over
I try not to

It feels like everyday stays the same
It's dragging me down, and I can't pull away
So here I go again
Chasing you down again
Why do I do this?

Over and over, over and over
I fall for you
Over and over, over and over
I try not to
Over and over, over and over
You make me fall for you
Over and over, over and over
You don't even try

So many thoughts that I can't get out of my head
I try to live without you
Every time I do, I feel dead
I know what's best for me
But I want you instead
I'll keep on wasting all my time

Over and over, over and over
I fall for you
Over and over, over and over
I try not to
Over and over, over and over
You make me fall for you
Over and over, over and over
You don't even try to

You

Hold me baby

Well I want to love you like a lover should
You're fine, so kind
Got to tell this world that you're mine mine mine mine

Yeah 

And that's why I smile 

It's been a while 

Since every day and everything has 

Felt this right 

And now you're turning it all around 

And suddenly you're all I need 

The reason why I smile

It’s in your lips

And in your kiss

It’s in your touch

And your fingertips

And it’s in all the things and other things

That make you who you are

And your eyes

Irresistible

Forbidden love..

Me emme saa haluta toisiamme niin, että valehdellaan

Kotona koskaan rakkaillemme, tämä on sääntö ensimmäinen.

Emme saa sanoa toisillemme: "Mitäpä jos kaiken riisuisimme?

Avaamme viimeisenkin portin." Tämä on sääntö numero kaks.

Meidän täytyy keksiä säännöt rakkaudelle.

Ja rakastaa niiden rajoissa, hiljentää risteyksiin ajoissa.

Meidän täytyy keksiä säännöt rakkaudelle.

Ja rakastaa niiden rajoissa, kääntyä kotiin ajoissa.

Me emme saa katsoa toisiamme niin, että totuuden paljastamme.

Laskemme sisään ja iäksi viereen, tämä sääntö kolmas jo on.

Emme saa tarvita toisiamme niin, että vajotaan.

Emmekä elää voi omillamme, tämä on sääntö lohduttomin.

Meidän täytyy keksiä säännöt rakkaudelle.

Ja rakastaa niiden rajoissa, hiljentää risteyksiin ajoissa.

Meidän täytyy keksiä säännöt rakkaudelle.

Ja rakastaa niiden rajoissa, kääntyä kotiin ajoissa.

Emme saa hylätä toisiamme, entä jos sittenkin rakastumme?

Jos alussa yhdeksi meidät luotiin, tämä on sääntö viimeinen.

Meidän täytyy keksiä säännöt rakkaudelle.

Ja rakastaa niiden rajoissa, hiljentää risteyksiin ajoissa.

Meidän täytyy keksiä säännöt rakkaudelle.

Ja rakastaa niiden rajoissa, kääntyä kotiin ajoissa.

What to do

All my life I've been searching for something
Something never comes never leads to nothing
Nothing satisfies but I'm getting close
Closer to the prize at the end of the rope
All night long I dream of the day
When it comes around then it's taken away
Leaves me with the feeling that I feel the most

Something to hold when I lose my breath
Will I find something in that
So give me just what I need
Another reason to bleed

Shattered heart..

Dear friend,

You've been gone for so long

One year

So hard to express all my thoughts

I still think of you everyday

I keep thinking why you had to leave 

Why you are'nt here anymore

I wish this all would be just a bad dream

I'm spelling your name in my head over and over again

If I could only turn back time..

You are always in my heart

I miss you..<3

r.i.p 

17.7.1995 - 6.4.2012

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I'll do whatever it takes to be the mistake you can't live without.

Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself

So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal I have become


Somebody help me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
Somebody wake me from this nightmare
I can't escape this hell

Will you help find the right way up

Or let me take the wrong way down

I don't think that you see
Exactly what you're doing to me

Don't speak
Don't speak